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    July 07

    End.

    I couldn't delete this blog. I don't know whats wrong with it. I don't intend to create a blog that soon, as I really want to keep the distractions away. Anyway, I have also changed my email to LIMMADELEINE@LIVE.COM. Please add me (: My current email has some virus, resulting my computer to crash down. Hahaa. So I don't have a workign computer now. If you wish to contact me, you may sms me eh! Hee. I won't be going online that regularly as I have to get permission from my sister. Thanks for supporting my blog in the past 8 months (: Bye friends. Hope to stay in touch with you guys!
    June 09

    Week2

    My first week end off, with no effects. Totally din't touch any books, Except for my Twilight! Haha! Lols. This week is really dry. Coaching all-days. ZZZ. Tuition, all days. ZZZZZZ!! Somehow, tuition doesn't benefit me anymore. I realise so many things this week. Firstly, I hate so many people. Secondly, I'm typing slower and slower. Thirdly, I love Kim Bum so much that I keep dreaming of him! Haha! lols. Dad got sick this Sunday. I was really worried. Haha, but he is ok already ~~~  He warned me not to spend anymore money. And yes!!! I'm saving money - quiting all my tuitions. Haha. I'm looking forward to Thursday! Going out with Sharon and Serene! I want the jacket!!! Most probably, I'll get it this weekend!
     
     
    Happy birthday Shikai! Haha.
     
     
    June 04

    Holiday update.

    Monday, Chinese O'levels. It was bloody difficult. Went to Orchard with Beiting. English Tuition's X-men was good enough to keep me awake.
    Tuesday, Food Expo with family. Amaths Tuition was rather dry.
    Wednesday, Dental with Sister. English tuition's short movie was diguisting. I felt really tired.
    Thursday- English Oral. Mr Sekhar was smiling. Movie with Sharon and Dennis. Insipired to dance.
    Friday- Coaching. Chemistry and Physics tuition. I really wished I could look forward to it.
    Saturday- Chemistry and Physics tuition at Orchard. Going to Fareast I guess.
    Sunday- Kosenrufu chanting, Reach out at night.
     
    This is not the kinda holiday I looked forward to. So fully booked? Don't contact me. I need a break!
    I'm waiting for my Japanese lesson to start. I wanna learn guitar! I wanna learn Street Dancing. Haha.
    I guess you'll be happy to hear that I'm quiting all my tuition. I'm seriously tired. I need more time for leisure.
    I decided to be myself. I'll stop making myself more perfect, forcing myself into things I never like.
    Thanks for reading, thanks for the care.
     
     
    I'm happy to see that I'm myself now!
    May 28

    Chinese O'levels

    WAHLAO EH! I hate school man. Although Xielaoshi is quite funny, but i thinking that the coaching is a bit to tought eh? Last minute work is useless as expected. My Chinese essays are getting bad. Paper 2 is also bad. Everything is just so bad. I'm getting fed up eh. Whatever, just keep myself calm this few days, and go for the paper. I'm afraid that I might go mad if I keep pushing myself. I think I'll go to poly next time lei? Hate to be stress! I'm gonna quit all my tuition. I'm so tired. Like usual, I should be skipping all the holiday classes! Haha!
    May 20

    好好好伤心。

    昨天知道成绩时,实在不敢相信。我真的没有想到我的诚意既然会真的一落千丈。好以外。真的好以外。我也好伤心,好伤心。六月假期过后,我会退出全部的补习。 我好累好累。不想活了。死掉算了吧。我也不想在上学了。因为上学也不会让我考好一点。 凡儿只会让我觉得好压力。我真的后悔了。最对不起的还是我的父母。 他们用心良苦,为了让我去补习, 没想到,我却一点也不珍惜。。。 醒醒吧。
    May 18

    FACEBOOK!

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    You look so beautiful today,

    Marking day.

    HAHA ! yes~ Went out with my mum and sister this morning to buy my long-wanted Levi Jeans and Panasonic Table Lamp :D Haha, very satisfied! Yvonne came to my house to study, and we went to eat waffle after studying. I had tuition today. So fun! Haha, lols, I don't whether should I go to school tmr or go out with Beiting. Tmr is gonna be a long day. So, I should SAN-SI. Haha, Yes! I can study tonight with my new Table Lamp

     

    May 16

    At Madonalds!

    Haha ! Lols~ Candy is beside me now! I'm using my sis laptop:D Yeah,. So fun. Went to shopping with mum and sister:D

    Shopping!

    Oh man. I was so sick this morning that I can hold myself no longer! Haha, went home, felt like dying! Haha. Then rest and sleep for 2 hours, and went out with Yvonne. Skipped ChemPhy tuition today. I was shopping and shopping no stop! I had Subway for dinner. Haha, very satisfied with myself today! I bought 2 bags, 2 dresses, 1 pants and 1 pair of shoes! Wooo~ Haha. Now I'm in debt, $20! Haha. Lols, I want a new wallet. The Anna Sui wallet :D But I'm so broke now!!! Haha, gonna do Chinese TYS later! I feel so sorry for myself for wasting my time again and again everyday. Perhaps, I have to work during the June holidays for some cash. Lols, thanks Yvonne for making my days so meaningful! Shopping and chatting :D My usual habits! Yeah, looking forward to tmr too! I'm gonna have breakfast with Mum and Sister followed by meeting Candy. Hope she's not gonna ask to go to the beach or what, The weather is seriously so hot! I need air-con!!! Air-con! Okay, I'm very sure that I will have flu again tmr. ZZZ. Bye!
    May 14

    Yeah! My last paper:D

    Finally Sa1 is going to END. Yes!!! Haha. I had so much fun at tuition yesterday :D because all the other schools are still having exams, i feel so lonely now! Nobody wants to go out. Even if I want to go out, I can only go out alone. Usually I will prefer this, but I don't why I suddenly don't~ Lols, I think I'm finding fault with somebody. So bad of me.... On Tue, I saw a Blind at the bus stop. I didn't help him. He almost got knocked down by a bus. AHHH~ I'm so guilty now. ZZZ.
    May 12

    Exam madness!

    Ah ha! Exams. i hate exams. Especially internal school exams. Lols, rotten at home for the whole week. Try to relax myself by going out. Somehow it works! Yeshh!! I'm waiting for GSS.. Haha You know You love me!
    April 21

    Tuesday

    HAPPY BIRTHDAY
    SHARON & ELAINE!
     
     
     
    I'm not in a good shape these days. It happens that I'm emotional all the time. Got Silver (77m) for SYF. I'm kinda of happy, 77 lei! But kinda sad. Not gold! Finally SYF over and I can step down. However, I have nothing to do now. ZZZ. It was mum's birthday yesterday. I'm a bad daughter, I didn't make her happy but sad instead as I spent $70 to polish my tooth today.
     
     
    It is not my week. I'm always so sad in school. And I don't wanna go to school. Seeing all my teachers and peers make me bloodly stress. I don't wish to talk as I want prevent myself from offending anyone. And please, can you don't talk so loud to me? I'm afraid of you. It seems like you only treat me like a classmate when you are happy. They rest of the time you're shouting and opposing me. I really hate this. It makes me want to kill myself because I feel that it's my fault to make you offended!!! I really hate school. Firstly because of all this nonsense, people shouting at me, making me feel so guilty. Secondly, the teachers pushing us like as if we are robots. And thirdly, everyone is so emotional, I don't even know when they will talk to me nicely and when they will suddenly scream at me and tell me to shut up. Enough... I can't possibly cope with ALL at once. I once felt so depressed that I almost want to to knock my head on the wall and kill myself. I've been trying very hard to control myself. And now, I CAN NO LONGER TAKE IT. There is a high probability that I may disappear from school anytime. I don't want to see myself in such difficult position anymore.
     
    April 14

    DEAD

    Haha, I restored my old habit - Sleeping in class like nobody is watching. HAHA!!! My Chemistry SPA was a piece of nonsense. SHIT!! I totally don't know what the hell they are asking for. But whatever la, if's just a small percentage. Furthermore, I felt that it is not right for the invigilator to sleep while invigilating us. ZZZ. Not the first time. Still blame me for talking during mock exam? She was the one sleeping, that gave me the chance to talk. Haha, my family went to the airport yesterday to celebrate my Dad's 48th Birthday =) Hha! It was an extraordinary weekday for me!
     
    April 11

    Yawnnnn

    I'm so tired! Haha, I had visited Tampines 1 for 3 consecutive days. But sadly, the shops are always closed when I happen to go there. Haha, Had C.O practice today. Then tuition, then went for sales. Haha, everything was so cheap! Bought my winter jacket. And 1 high slippers, and one long sleve =) As usual, spent my Saturday with Yvonne at Bugis. Ate Ah Chew Dessert. Then back home! Yawn*** O'levels SPA is on Monday. ZZZZ
     
     
    April 10

    Good Friday

    Haha, I spent my day at home, sleeping. Then tuition, haha! I had loads of fun at tuition today. Laughing at others, making the teacher digress. Haha, and breaking the rule - EAT. LOLS. Haha gonna post some new pictures!
     
    April 09

    Thursday

    Haha, things are going smoothly =) Haha, 2,4km run today. I'm the first girl in the class, with the time of 14minutes! Haha congratulations!!! Then, I won the 2nd prize for the inter-class Asean costume competition! Thank you Elaine & Fayyadhah! I'm doing the survey for the school now. So lame! Haha, I'm going to Tampines 1 with Serene ^.^ And, going to have Bristish council later!
    April 07

    Tuesday.

    I'm absolutely restless now. I spent many hours studying Chemistry. I have to start working on my inefficient study techniques!!! I switched on the computer just to charge my IPOD. It is wasting my precious time which coan be spent on my hoemwork. There is always a lot of hoemwork given on Tuesday, I don't understand why! ZZZ... I hope everyone is doign fine, just like me =) I'm getting more and more elated each day after I picked up faith on Buddhism. I seriosuly hope that I will hold on tight to my practice and never let go again. I used to tell myself that " Obstacles are meant to be overcome! ".  Yes, I will try my best to fulfill what I'v quoted. I hope that Yvonne can be elated like me! And be strong. Though personal problems are difficult to overcome, but there is always a way out. If you're determined, you can definitely overcome them and be enlighted!
    April 05

    Sunday.

    I had loads of fun last night with Yvonne. We went to shopping =DDDDD I cannot spend my Saturday without shopping. Yvonne bought a lucky charm for herself, and I bought a pants.! Haha, Then we went to eat Mango Sago at Ah Chew Desert House. It was absolutely tasty. Haha, as we went out at about 8pm, I only reached home 5 minutes before 12am and slept at 3am!!!!! Furthermore, I woke up at 8.45am this morning to go for chanting. Went to eat chanting and bought a blouse which I wanted to buy yesterday!!! Haha, I hope everyday can be that exciting. My bank is left with $30 now. I spend $50 every week. Ma de =.= I have to start saving le!!! My Weekeli puff is 9 years old! I bought it when I was in Primary 1, and now I'm Sec 4!!
     
    April 04

    My week

    Yawns, a 6-days study week. Haha, I guess I had broken my record. Fail my Maths mock exam, F9 for Chem, Last in class for Amaths. I would not deny that I did not even study. And I hate to study, just wanna sleep and have a peaceful life. I'm going to play soem online games, watch some movie and sleep :) This is the life that I enjoy, free and easy. Sorry, getting bored here =(
    March 29

    A very, very bad day.

    I was extremely tired this morning, but I pulled myself up for outdoor student activity. I was not happy to be there. I forced a smile to everyone as I did not want to spoil the atmosphere. I was worrying about my homework throughout, and did not have the mood to play. Furthermore, I was absolutely stucked in the nest of hunger. Absolutely. I hate to feel hungry. It makes me even more emo. I was like mad woman eating when lunch was distributed. After that, I went straight home and bought a durian cake from emi. I looked through the homeworks, and sank down immediately. I definitely could not finish them by today. After the long week, I could sense that Term2 is gonna be really bad for me. Just like the past few Term2s I had experienced. Now, I feel so down, so tired. I don't want to do anything other then sleeping. I miss Edward Cullen. Everytime I pause my reading, I could not stop thinking of the perfect scene of him & Bella. I really hope he exists in the world.
     
    So sad, I did not have time to go to IMM and see MARS. And, I'm regreting now. =( I cannot believe that my youner sister have not bathed. PASIR RIS IS LIKE DAMN FREAKING DIRTY. And she perspired so much. So have the cheeks to lie on the bed and sleep. Disguisting, I'm gonna give myself a tight slap for not teaching her the definition of "Clean". She still warned me not to "jiaowei" about her unhygenic habits and insisted that she is clean.
     
    Photo of last Sunday's dinner. Pardon me, super ugly.